First of all, boys are just not worth my time anymore. I was with this guy for four months, and then he goes off with 2 girls after we break up in the space of a month. Call me Caption Obvious but this dude has turned into a serious man whore. Then he has the audacity (LOL LOVE IT) to tell me that I THINK HE’S WITH HIS NEW GIRLFRIEND JUST TO MAKE ME JEALOUS. How concieted is this mother-effer ? >.< So that’s him out the window. Ugh. Boys are just.. I don’t know..

Second thing, I’m fighting with two of my best friends. Not one, but two. I don’t know how it happened, but two of them (being my two closest ever friends) turned on me. One of them did because she started bitching about me behind my back to my friend (friend #2 that i’m now fighting with), and now the two of them are gone off doing whatever, and not making any effort when I try to make up with them. Ugh..

So I’m just gunna sit here, making brushes, and hoping that my friends will come around. The boy, well I’m not too bothered about him. Because if I was Vikki would have me smacked off every wall in Ireland. Truesay.

I’m going to leave you’s with some questions, feel free to answer them.

1 – how have you been, haven’t talked to you(s) in ages
2 – anything exciting or dramatic happening around your area?
3 – SUMMER HOLIDAYS IN A FEW WEEKS, EXCITED MUCH ?

I’m gunna go now. Toodles, noodles and polka dots.

Anyway, hello. It’s Vikki. We’re I’m back. I’m not sure what she’s done now, or if it’s because we have exams on the way, but Erika’s laptop privileges have been taken away for now. So we have to wait and see what happens with her anyway… But for now, you have me. Did you miss us? Or did you even notice we closed? Probably not. But alas, we did. I was supposed to be giving up the computer for lent but that didn’t really happen. I ended up having to go online for my art project, and then I kept finding crappier and crappier excuses, until I gave up and just went on anyway.

So how has life been treating y’all?

Ok, getting into some freaky stuff – if you believe in this kind of thing. My house, as I have mentioned before, is haunted. We had  a friend come up who’s actually able to communicate with the dead and that. No, she’s not crazy, I’ve known her for years. Anyway, she found out why you can never find out what our estate was built on. You’re always told it was just fields – but that, children, is a heap of bull. It was built on an orphanage for children from unmarried mothers. It’s been wiped from records because some awful, awful things happened here. Also, she said someone moved with us from our last house (also shit-your-pants freaky), and she described the woman. My dad got so freaked out, apparently she had just described my Dad’s gran down to a tee, also Nanny Ethel had been fussing about me when she was dying, like. So now she’s “keeping an eye on me”. Totally not scary… So after a while, she said things will calm down in the house now, thank God. It was getting so bad I just couldn’t sleep at night, but it’s ok now. I’ve been sleeping like a log. Another odd thing, my Dad was on his work laptop when she came up, and she goes “I know you’re really stressed about something at work, but it’s ok, it’ll all work out.” Dad found out today that he got accepted into some course he really wanted. A good few hundred people from different branches of where he works around Ireland and England were applying for this, and only about 20 people get accepted – and he was one of them. So he couldn’t be more freaked or jumpy lately. She really knows what she’s doing.

Do you believe in things like that? The paranormal and such? This girl, it’s really weird cause it all started happening when she turned 18, and it was so strange because I’ve known her so long, and then to find out she can do things like this, it’s odd. Also, if you don’t believe in this kind of thing, feel free to say so – but don’t start dissing what I believe, please and thanks.

Oh! Quick note, there’s a band from Dublin that I went to see a about two weeks ago, they’re called Jody Has A Hitlist and they’re amazing. They deserve to do well, so if you hadn’t noticed, that’s a link back there – click it. Just give it a go! Who knows, perhaps you will get a cookie. Or maybe you won’t. You probably won’t, but still try. Annnnnd, the drummer is actually such a sexy man, it’s ridiculous. He came out when we were queuing, to talk to the people ahead of us, who knew him (lucky bizatches), and I was trying, and almost failing, to restrain myself from jumping on him. Yeah. He’s that sexy. So check ‘em out, and spread the word if you think they’re any good!

So that’s it really, hopefully more blogs (that are a tiny bit more interesting than this one), in the future. Hopefully. Maybe. Probably. Not…

Vikki <3

WELL HELLO. IT’S YOUR FAVOURITE WEBMISS HERE! (Erika, HA not Vikki. Wahey.)

I’m turning into Vikki, no joke. Well her music sense anyway, I would’ve thought Paramore were emo and retarded a few months ago, but now.. Well lets say I’m going to spend a night in a tent in the shit ass weather that Ireland has to get to the front of the queue for tickets to their concert. YAY can’t wait.

So it has been a while.. to be honest the only real reason I’m blogging is because I was Tweeting today so I said hey why not.

Anyway, how you guys been? I always say that when I’m in trouble. Yeah. I’m a suckish webowner. I don’t make an effort anymore. So? That’s my problem. There’s always Vikki, the big geebag (Dublin slang for female genitalia – Urbandictionary.com definition, lolz.) But we all love Vikki, don’t we?

My blogging skills have plumeted down the toilet along with the 2 litres of water I drank, even though you don’t need to know that.

If you’ve been wondering where I’ve been – I’ve got a social life. WHUT? ME? Yeah, I actually have. I’ve been a bit ‘busy’ with a guy Vikki doesn’t approve of.. I actually love Vikki – Yes Vikki I’m talking you up from that blog you talked me up in – (read that blog here). Anyway, if it wasn’t for Vikki, I could be in major depression now.

Oh the life of an Irish teenager.

Nothing much else, I’m just a lazy beotch. HAH BEOTCH? I’m so weird. Nobody even spells it like that?!

Okay well I’m going to go now, quick blog to just let yous know where I’ve been at yo.

Later skater,
Erika.

Title from the song; Sugar, We’re Going Down – Fall Out Boy.

Holy crap on a cracker!

I’m such a bad person – already I abandoned the website. I know. I should be punished – maybe Jared Padalecki should punish me, eh?

But I just want to apologise, alot has been going on, and I just really didn’t have the time – I’m going to reply to all the comments now. Again; I’m really sorry.

Nothing really to blog about – EXCPET F.O.B’S BREAK UP.

Oh dude, I’m mega upset about this. Just the other day I said I was definately going to see them when they toured again… and now I find out they won’t be touring again at all (probably).

It’s saddening.

So instead of going on and on and on about Fall Out Boy and my slightly creepy obsession with Pete Wentz – I’m going to make a list.

Two lists; for you to get to know me a bit better.

Well not really get to know me better. One is about my favourite songs, and the other is about really fit guys. So it’s more about my earlove and my libido, I suppose.

OK, so here we go…

My Top 10 Songs.
(each song is a link – click it to hear the song. Well, be brought to youtube and hear the song.)

1. Ignorance – Paramore
2. Misery Business – Paramore
3. Save It For The Bedroom – You Me At Six
4. Black Parade – My Chemical Romance
5. Pressure – Paramore
6. Don’t Stop Believing – Journey (But I prefere the Glee version, so that’s the link here)
7. The Only Exception – Paramore
8. Brick By Boring Brick – Paramore (Amazing video.)
9. Damned If I Do Ya – All Time Low (I laugh at 0:50 every time, )
10. Josey – Hey Monday (Used to think they were a cheap version of Paramore… well they kind of are. But this is the most listened to song on my iTunes; 244 times to date.)

Dude. That’s possibly one of hardest things I’ve had to do. I’ve changed number 4 – 10 like 200 times. It was like mainly Paramore, so I had to change that or I’d face the wrath of the anit-paramores… so there you go, you should listen to those songs – let me know what you think.

My Top 10 Fit Celebrities.

1. Jared Padalecki (Now c’mon. That was a no-brainer.)
2. Jensen Ackles (Also über obvious.)
3. Bam Margera (Jackass star)
4. Josh Franceschi (Singer in You Me At Six)
5. Beau Mirchoff (Danny from Desperate Housewives)
6. Tom Felton (The dude who plays Draco Malfoy on Harry Potter. What can I say? I like a bad boy. )
7. Jonas Altberg (Basshunter)
8. Jesse Metcalfe (John Tucker in John Tucker Must Die)
9. Pete Wentz (Fall Out Boy bass player)
10. Aston Merrygold (JLS singer)

I was going to put Hayley Williams in there, she’s gorgeous. But I thought that would look a bit strange, so I didn’t. She is gorgeous though, if I was lesbian I would well go that way.

So thats it, I’m going to go reply to the comments on the other blog, but leave me a list to read and tell me what you think of my lists – I’m not easily offended, so be honest!

But like I said, leave me a list (or three!) if it be about music or colours or heck, even fetishes (now that would be interesting!) – but you must keep it capped at 10

LOVEYOUGUYS.

OK, so to start with – the title. It’s from a song, an amazing song that actually spoke to me. I usually obsess over my weight – if you know me well, you’ll know that. And I do still worry about my image and that, but after hearing this song it really isn’t the top of my priorities.

I recommend the listening of that song there. It is a really nice song – and is it me or does Caitlin Crosby sound alot like P!nk?
No? Maybe it’s just me.

Another thing I want to talk about is Swetlana’s blog, (she has a really awesome blog, you should read them all – not just this one.)
I relate to a good lot of that blog. My best online friend would have to be Erika. She knows more about me than my best friend does – whether she wants to know or not, I end up telling her. And I can talk to her about people who I can’t talk about to my friends – for reasons like they are friends with that person or something, where Erika doesn’t know that person so I can be sure she won’t go running to that person and be like “oh my gosh, guess what Vikki said about you!”
Also, to agreee with Swetlana, I don’t really know who I am anymore. The person I am online is me – I think. But I can’t be me when I’m around my friends – or most of them anyway – because they wouldn’t approve of me, really. My friends can’t, and won’t, find out about this site because this is where I come to bitch about them. The internet is where I go to get away from it all really. My friends wouldn’t really approve if they knew I could design websites – well they know I can do that, but when it’s mentioned they’re like “GEEK!”.
If I’m honest – that’s what I am. I’m a geek. I love to blog. I love to code websites, and layouts. I love to sit on Photoshop for hours and just end up messing with pictures. Heck, I read (and sometimes write) fanfiction for crying out loud.
You know what, forget I said that last bit.
But the point is still there. The internet is really the only place I can be me, or I wouldn’t have any of my friends. Sounds harsh, I know. But it’s the truth.

Another thing about someone who I thought was one of my best friends, yet now I don’t know what to think. Basically last Thursday, everything just kind of piled up on me, and I got really, really depressed – suicidal kind of depressed. (Another ‘whoop’ for Erika, for talking things through with me on Thursday.) Me and my friends were supposed to be going out last night (Friday night) and on Thursday my friend asked if it was still ok for my mom to bring us on Friday.
I said to her “Listen, the way I’m feeling now I probably won’t even be here tomorrow night, never mind going out.”
To which she replied – “But I don’t have another lift to Tunnel!” (Tunnel is the name of the disco we were going to). So that was like being hit with a hammer right in the face. I told her I was planning suicide, and she was worried about a lift to tunnel. Then, she had the audacity to say to me, later on, “Look. Will you text me later when you’ve made up your mind and tell me if I need to find someone else to bring me to tunnel.”
This was replied with basically a string of curse words & insults. I couldn’t believe it. This cow was supposed to be one of my best friends, and she’s still only fussing on if I kill myself, who’ll bring her to the disco?
I must say, that really didn’t help with my depression.

So again, Erika was the only friend I could talk to who wasn’t only fussed on if I died, who’d bring her out on Friday.

Another thing that is getting on my last wick, and I kind of want an opinon on this if you don’t mind
OK, so I have liked this guy for going on 5 years now, and we’re only friends, well not anymore, we’re more just aquantances now – long story for another time. But he’s good friends with my best friend, and it’s blatently obvious that he likes her – and I mean of course he does. Practically all of the guys go for her, she’s skinny and pretty and funny, but what’s bugging me is that when he’s flirting with her, she’s responding. I don’t know if she’s just doing it and doesn’t realise – or if she likes him. I know she had a thing for him before she found out about how I’ve liked him, and I know nothing will ever happen between me and him… so am I being stupid? I usually am stupid, but am I over-reating? Would it be stupid of me to say something?

Oh, enough about me.
How are you guys? Do you have an online friend who is as good as your offline friends – if not better?

Thanks for listening to me prattle on
Love, Vikki

For the cool people who know what the hell I’m on about with the title and that, HIGHFIVE.
To the rest – it’s from the Mighty Boosh. I can’t remember if I said that I had a hospital oppointment, got an ultrasound, traumatic experience all that, and as a reward for not punching the old people who were silently judging me for sitting on the ultrasound ward, my mom – being the legend she is – bought me the 3 series of the Boosh on DVD. I know, how awesome is she? So thats basically what my day consists of now is;

Get up.
School.
Come home.
Watch the Boosh.
Homework.
Sleep.

Then lather, rinse and repeat. Who needs a social life anyway?

So no word on the Erika front yet guys. She’s been on her laptop abit, but she texted me there saying she’s not allowed on it again – she’s a pup, I know. I miss her deeply but that damn rebellious streak of hers will be the death of her.

I hope you don’t mind me asking your advice on this upcoming matter, but I’m going to anyway

So there is this holy person coming to our school tomorrow, and we’re all going on a retreat – missing six classes. As I’ve mentioned before – I was raised Catholic, did all the Catholic things like communion, confirmation – heck, I even served mass for two years! But now, I’m 15, and in a few months time I’ll be legal to not only have sex, but to drive a tractor! *I know, the excitement!* So I would presume I can choose my own religion?
Well I did anyway. I’m an Agnostic. Definately not Catholic. So yes, theres this retreat happening, and apparently everyone has to do it. When I refuse to do something on my religion, my teachers basically laugh at me – I think this is mainly because they think I’m making the word ‘Agnostic’ up, >.<
So if they make me do this retreat tomorrow, I’m going to grab my bag and leave the school – I think. I’m not sure. I’m not going to sit there from 9am – 1.10pm being lectured about ‘Christ’ and how good it is for him to be in your life and all this nonsense. No offence to any religious people reading, my best friend herself is quite religious. I just can’t be doing with it.*

So what should I do about this retreat? Should I fight my corner? I think I should stand up for what I believe in… but I don’t know. HELP.
And the Boosh? Do you watch it? Have you even heard of it? LOL, or do you think that Noel Fielding is just amazing? I, personally, think he is one fine specimen.

Anyway, thats it from me today.

Lots of love and lollipops

* “I just can’t be doing with it.” – It’s sort of my new catchphrase so I’ll explain it. It’s quite Irish actually, lol. Basically I mean “I can’t do this” or more like “I don’t want to be doing this” sort of thing. I know it is just one big grammatical error, but thats me.

IMPORTANT.

ERIKA MIGHT NOT BE ACTVE UNTIL THE SUMMER. I know. I cried too – I will not go into why, it is her business and if you have her on MSN you can ask her herself, she will be on every now and again on her phone.
I will not be replying to the comments left on her blog – well maybe I will just to tell people that she won’t be replying, I’m not sure right now, we’ll see what happens.

END OF IMPORTANCE.

Ok, if you haven’t guessed, it’s me – Vikki. I know, I’m excited too
But seriously, if you saw the blog I posted yesterday, I am really sorry – I was very … emotional. Thats a slight understatement, but yeah, I had to say what I said, and again, sorry if you saw it.

I’m sure you’ve heard of conspiracy theories – you know the likes of 9/11 and theres one about Titanic, and possibly a million about Elvis’ death. Yes. I think I have discovered yet another conspiracy theory. One about the evil demon what take’s control of young, vunerable girls’ brains and souls – the demon that goes by the name of Justin Bieber.

I know – I get chills when I hear his name too. It seems that Kate is the only person who agrees with me. I do not like the child. Apparently he’s “15″ *wink wink* and I was so intrigued when I heard there was a celebrity the same age as me who was “so cool” and “really talented” and “super hawt“. They must have been talking about someone else.
This he-demon is far from “so cool”, he is what I would assume Walt Disney would vomit up. “Really talented”? He sings like he wasn’t blessed with testicles. The poor chap. And -cough- “super hot”?
To quote Kate – “He looks like he hasn’t gone through puberty – how attractive?” I laughed so hard at that

I wouldn’t care about it if you could escape him. Everywhere you go he’s there. Well not him personally, he has luck not to cross my path. But seriously, if your walking to the shop, there’s a gang of girls with his songs playing from their phones. You go to flick through the channels and he’s on practically all of them. You go to have a nice chat with one of your best friends, and she won’t shut up about him – I have actually hit one of my friends, she was practically hysterical!

The He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named disease is almost as bad as the Twilight fever. Don’t worry – I’m not going to get into a big rant about that, you all know my feelings on Twilight, lol.

Oh, and another thing (I heard you all sighing at that ¬¬), watching the UK Rock Top 10, or something similar, and there was a few good songs on it. But there was 3 – YES. THREE. – songs by Florence And The Machine. Just another hatred of mine. And how – in God’s green earth – is she classified as rock? If Florence and the Machine is rock – then I must be Hayley fucking Williams.

That was basically it really, I’ll let you know on the Erika situation when I can, hopefully soon enough she can tell you herself…

Just before I say goodbye, I flicked through that blog – “he is what I would assume Walt Disney would vomit up” what first impressions eh?

Anyway, I’m off now – thanks for reading, comment maybe?

Love, Vikki.

Anyway, I’ve a few things to say.. if you haven’t read my footer please do. It basically says we lost everything in the change of servers, so it’ll take some time before everything is re-done.

Secondly there is a NEW OWNER! Her name is Vikki. Read all about her here. If you do read that you’ll see she isn’t new to webdesign, she has talent yo. ~

And that is about it for new site related issues.. I think.

So I realised I haven’t been able to wish yous Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year because it’s been so long since I blogged.. maybe a month or two. Wow.
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYONE! What did everyone get up to? What did the big fat man in the red suit who sneaks into your house bring? :D

I really missed blogging so much.. It’s amazing how much I missed it. So much has happened (both personal, and not so personal) that I’d have loved to have blogged about.
For instance – boys are such twats. Seriously, I’m becoming a nun, and as Vikki suggested, I’m selling my uteres to nuns. Sounds like a good plan I think.

Otherwise I have nothing else to talk about, what a suckish blog. I’m sorry! OH! EVERYONE! You may have noticed the ‘vlogs’ tab up there, and the reason being is me and Vikki are going to make vlogs. (No shit Sherlock). There isn’t any up yet, so the tab is completely pointless but still. We’re going to bore you with our boring lives, you’ve got no say in the matter. ^_^

I think I’ll go now, improve the site and whatnot. Chat to you’s later.

- Erika.